Every Action has an Equal and Opposite Reaction
I wish all people took into consideration the words I use when I talk to them instead of thinking the worst.
Theres a reason I use those words and explain it that way.
Newton ~ Every Action has an Equal and Opposite Reaction
SO FOLLOW MY EQUAL ACTION not the opposite.
That goes double for teachers.
Held this pain inside.
Held this plain inside for song long, tho the rain never goes away, they say I should leave these streets behind me, but its so hard to escape oh lord please send me an angel to lead me out of this place take me a wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy far a way to better days.
Alexis… When I’m gone
Have you ever loved someone so much, you’d give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they’re your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
Im a loser just losing stuff
FUCK ME!
This is horrible!
What am I going to do.
Attention a girl brought me
Today I talked to a girl about something. And she brought something very important to my attention.
It was really Ironic because everything I said to her…. I need to do also.
I felt like a hypocrite but she needed the truth and she is very beautiful but she doesn’t know it, and she has A LOT of persistence.
Shh its a secret
Secretly Im not happy I want my old life back.
I just pretend that I’m happy, but same things go threw my head, it may be less and less but I’m not happy.
Even right now I still feel the need to just die, to jump off a bridge.
Now thats not good to say when you had a good day……
Love and Care its not obssesion?
Amazing how much you can love and care about someone, yet they never can replace the person you love the most.
Its only obsession if you can’t stop thinking about them and keep photos of then and look at then.
I don’t keep the photos of then but they will always be in my heart.
Even tho you may just want to die, jump off a bridge hang yourself in your room, unplug ALL the phones.
nothing you really do matters.
I wish back.
I wish back. I wish I was not the person I am today.
I WISH I WAS DUMB so I never thought this way
everything I ever love is gone or is slowly evaporating.
All I have no it seems is the toilet and the fact Im there for people.
Looks like you were right Alexis.
Rest In Peace.
Nausea —> death —> love
Today when I was in the van driving home I went to A&W and ate too much felt nausea
Thats the first time I’ve been sick since the day i got high…
And the pain I had was freaking me out and made me just want to send two emails to two girls say good bye and stab myself to death.
All because of the pain that reminded me of the emotions and memories e
when I was high.
I want her happy
Craig Valentine: No. I want her to be happy, no matter what that means. I want her to find someone who will treat her with all the love she deserved from me. I want her to meet someone who will see her always as I do now, through Your eyes.
God: Now THAT’S a prayer.