Yes I’m still alive. At least for now.
Still don’t feel like any one really cares. My friends don’t return my calls no one ever phones me.
All I do all day is sit, mope, sit at the computer and learn
Or go outside and work out.
I did pass my S-100 course but it was really easy. Even had a review before the test that was three hours of learning.
Still I don’t have the things that are important to me. The really only friend I have that cares about me is the Internet. But even it let’s me down sometimes.
I can’t talk to the same people I used to. The people I want to. I just miss being happy.